Pain

13 May 2022

I wanna fly away

I wanna run

Run away from the chaos

Run from the hurt

I wish I could look at myself in the mirror

Or u could look at the pain in my eyes

But we are all blind

To the struggles, people walk with

We ignore even if we notice

To avoid an awkward conversation 

But all I ever wanted was 

someone who would listen 

Waking hungover

Drinking my past away

I wish I could forget everything 

But I remember it like it was yesterday 

Running, walking, crawling

Suffocating

Can’t move, can’t breathe

Do I even want to?

I don’t need ur help or your sympathy 

Don’t need or want anything at all

Nothing would make me better

All I want is for this nightmare to be over

So I will run, jump and do whatever it takes

Try to fly

Fly away

Don’t stop me

Watch me

Watch me fly away