Hurricane

6 August 2022

I feel a hurricane brewing
Inside me
Quick and dusty winds
Blowing through me
Is the world spiralling or am I

A vacuum of air in my heart,
Empty, hollow, void of anything,
Anything that comes my way,
Gets trapped in my shit
Am I the harbinger of chaos

I don’t wanna in-convene you
I am just passing by
Didn’t wanna exist in the first place
Circumstances made me this way

And you might ask
If there’s a method to my madness
Or am I just another evil of nature
Just existing for the sake of it

But there’s a reason
I am the way I am
There’s always a story
Behind every mess
And if perfection is what you seek
Then this universe ain’t for you
I am grateful
just to be

And there will come one time very soon
When I won’t exist
I won’t have the winds by my side
Making me stronger
Giving me the strength to fly

And I won’t be chaotic
And I won’t be a mess
I will just be a memory
Put to rest