Anger

21 December 2021

Sun rise and sun set
Hating someone you just met
Quick to judge
Quick to dismiss
Don’t need enemies
When you are your own worst threat

Never asking for help when in need
Reaching out as the last line of defence
Always pessimist indeed
But not ready to give up just yet

If I tell you, would you believe
The lies I told myself
There are many truths I grieve
Pretending has always been on the shelf

They ask me to breathe,
To relax, chill
and go more to the beach.

I don’t remember asking for advise,
Or your opinion on the matter,
Coz you will never know,
The pain, the suffering,
Everything that actually matters.

What I have been through
Is none of your concern
My past, my present or my future

It is my own goddamn business
So shut your fucking mouth
leave me to my own mess
to do whatever the fuck I want
no doubt
I swear if you don’t back off jackass
I am gonna come there and kick your sorry ass